User:Xenodevil

O!

Don't be fooled by me

Don't be fooled by the face I wear

For I wear a thousand masks and none of them are me

They may show you that confidence is my name and coolness my game;

that the waters are calm and I am in command,

and that I need no one

My surface may seem smooth, but my surface is my mask,

Ever-varying and ever-concealing

Beneath dwells the real me

I don't want anybody to know

That is why I frantically create a mask;

a nonchalant, sophisticated facade,

and under this hood of very sane insanity,

I play my game, my desperate game

Broken hearts, divided parts, they all live inside of me

I don't want to mislead you, why do you not try to see?

I hide my fear, I suffer my pain

It'll wipe me out if I try to explain

I idly chatter to you in the suave tones of surface talk

I tell you everything that is really nothing,

and nothing of what is everything,

of what is crying within me

So do not be fooled by what I am saying

Listen carefully and try to hear what I am not saying

I don’t want to mislead you

Listen to what I need to say, but I can't

I can't ever mislead any one;

Because no one ever understands me!

I get so sleepy, but I can not sleep

I count the sheep; whole night I weep!

I count these gems: I spill my tears;

to sooth my pains, to ease my fears

The sun has gone down,

Still longing to hold it strong,

I'm caught in my shadow

But dim are the stars now and wet is my lawn

Ah! I feel it; I feel the coming dawn

O God!

O God! It's tough to handle this confusion

Ah God! Come and take me away!

I beg, I cry, I shiver, I pray, but only by You!

My God! Help me fight my fears!

Ease my pains and stop my tears.

No one knows my pain, no one but You,

no one can help me gain, no one but You!

No, I'm not weak, I'm not weak,

I've got You!!!

Here it is coming... its coming, oh, I feel it

Ultimately! The army of my ancient enemies;

My enemies! guess who?

Ah, they have arrived, at last, they have!

No, I'm not afraid of them;

I was born to fight with them, and I know it!

To stop these skeletons, and I know it.

Yes, I know it now, and I always knew it

I can see them there they grin

They are looking at my nose these skeletons...

They fight to conquer, they fight to gain!

They fight to take revenge, to spread more pain!

I may not win soon, but a fighter does not fight merely to win

No no, better to know one who fights in vain!

For no pleasure, for no gain!

You there! Who you are? Millions against one?

What's that you say? I am hopeless? Why, very well!

I know them now, my ancient enemies!

I always knew them.

If I show you, I don't think you'll understand...

Because no one has ever understandood me!

What's that you say? You understand? Duh! Why, very well, humph!

I am not fighting in vain!

Do not be fooled by what I am saying

Listen carefully and try to hear what I am not saying

I don’t want to mislead you

Listen to what I need to say, but I can't

I haven't ever misled any one

Because no one has ever misunderstandood me

Because may be no one has ever tried to understand me!

I know they would overthrow me in the end

But it will not be easy for them;

They can't make me fear, they can't make me bend!

a long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls,

the strong sense of purpose raises sheilds,

and my pain summons ever more fighters for me!

The nearer they approach us, the blinder we strike back

and my people are with me now, awake, at last!

And now I've got even more strength than that;

birds fight for me, grass cries with me,

everything lives with me, and everything dies with me!

I fight for success, everything tries with me

They have my sobs with them, and I have their sighs with me

My wounds hurt, my cuts bleed, my blood runs down my face,

Still I fight! I slash my sword, I hold my mace

My parts lie in front of me

Sure, I will die, without leaving a trace!

For i was born to fight; fighters die,

and I must die with grace!

I do not fear pains, nor do I fear death

I fight for my God, I die for my race!

O! What's that you say now?

No! Surrender? No!

No! I fight on! I fight on! I fight on!